Merrily Merrily

... Merrious Christmas to all of you, whether you frequently visit here or just a passer-by in search for pornographies or its related words*.

I have an impression that the rest of the world (as much as I dislike generalization this time I have to) wishes everybody "Merry Christmas" but over here in the U.K. it's "Happy Christmas". Not that there's something wrong but it's just a unique way of wishing one another when you come from the "Merry Christmas" norm.

I received a very nice brown-beige woolen scarf from friends yesterday. So sweet of them. It's about 1m in length. 'Michelle ZJ' took the opportunity to put it round me and commented "No one does better than me, there look, you look much better!" I grinned and bored it; that's the way we tease each other some times.

Weather forecast said we will most likely have a white Christmas this year. It's nothing unusual to me but then again it is because UK doesn't snow and to have white Christmas is a big deal to the city. I bet it will even hit the headlines if it did snow. Expected temperature when weekend comes will be no lower than minus 4. (I'm laughing at that figure while thinking of adding 'zero' after the 4; that's how I like it to be)

Oh, I remembered something from 2 or 3 days ago. Went over to Vivian HF at 2:00AM to be with her till 6:30AM just chatting... probably cuddling each other, joking and watch a couple of VCDs of her holidays and a movie. I walked back then. It was dark and winds were very strong (~<45 km/h; somehow my body has turned into an integrated thermometer, barometer, wind-meter, etc.). I thought I saw a ghost. I stumbled upon an old man with white hair wrinkled face and draped in light brown trench coat although the sodium lights from street lamps could have distorted my ability to tell colors correctly. I walked passed him and a few seconds later i turned my head to look back... nobody was there. Freakly. I had to stop thinking about that for a while as I don't wanna frighten myself because I know 5 minutes ahead of me I have to walk across a cemetary. When I arrived the perimeter of the cemetary, the clock struck quarter to seven and the bells went off. If only I could stop imagining that dead spirits raise up from their graves hovering in and around the area when the clock's bells struck, I wouldn't have cold sweated. As I scurrily walk pass through it not wanting to look at the graves, I look into windows of every houses. Then I realized something and look away. It was my imagination again -- I was afraid that something might just appeared as reflection in the windows, something I don't want to see or know.

I told myself not to walk home again alone in the dark especially at dawn when everyone else's asleep. Nothing happened to me. I was just terrified by my imaginations. Who wouldn't? If you were me, I'm sure you can't help thinking of these things too after taking into account of the disappearance of the old man.

A note to the "Lack of Respect" posting, I was told that I have done too much 'reading in between lines' that I should just take the message as it is. Warned, as well, that I might lose a friend because of money matters. Issues related to money can and have caused a lot of havocs not only in my life but lives of others and i'm not surprised. Although $15.55 is not a lot of money (besides, it can only buy a person 3-5 1 foot long Subway sandwiches), still the way mutual friends asked of each other is not suppose to be this way. The email was entitled "MONEY" with block letters. Then the content is what you see. Again, I can say that this is not the issue here. MT went back on her words. There wasn't much considerations when she sent that email.

It's not that I can't pay her back, I can't pay her back without feeling shamefully obliged as though I have done something wrong against her. This is not the way it is suppose to be. True, everything in this world is not suppose to be the way it is suppose to be... and it sucks if it not. So, this sucks a lot. She sucks a lot. Me too, as a result of another.

"Gimme extra if you want!" Okay! If giving extra makes a person happy (as theorized by economists), then of course, she'll be happy to receive 20$ in May for the wait and interest rate and convenience of a round figured bill.

I'm tired of this. MT hereby can expect the sum of 20$ in May. This is between me and MT, nobody should intervene.

* Statistics have shown that Wednesday I have received >55 hits purely based on a search for words like "vagina photos" , "sex on the beach" , "sexy big boobs exposed" , "thongs bare butt" , "vulvology" , etc.